CrystalNightFolf

Something from boredom. I had nothing better to do. lol

ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Silver and Red Wolf   *howl* You're a very strong person. You tend to be naive most of the time, but when in love boy do you know how to get around! You prefer to be quite around adults. Your soul mate is the gold falcon. You're in conflict with the maroon panda.
Teal Cat
Blue Fox
Ocre and Gray Dolphin
Gold Falcon
Red Jaguar
Yellow Trout
Tan Giraffe
ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Online family tree - Family history

Created by Recipe Star

I should post. I'm rather bad at keeping this thing updated. Erm especially to EVERYONE. lol A couple things first. I'm gonna make this post fairly normal. haha

The weekend before last I had to get a couple of new front tires. Turned out my old ones, front right one specifically. Was so bad that a bit of the metal was showing through so it was about ready to pop. And the other one was pretty far gone too. So I had to get em replaced. Which I did of course. Though it did drain my money for the next week quite a bit. But I managed. Yay. They said I needed an alignment done though and I couldn't afford that right at that moment. So I had to limit my driving under 500 miles for that week. Which I did. I never went too far. But I'll come back to that.

Some time later I went over to Josh and Katies and saw Josh Johnson. It was good to see em again. I also got to have a ride in his new corvette. Even if he spends money on crazy stuff, it doesn't mean I can't enjoy seeing it. lol I watched Josh try out Madworld for the wii, it was pretty entertaining and very destructive. lol I need to hang out with them again, Josh called this past sunday but I was totally unconscious at that time. I know I need to make my way over there a lil more. Maybe I can sneak some visits over there during my lunch sometime or something when they dun go to bed at 9. But we'll see.

This weeked I went to get my car aligned because I had gotten paid. And was told that something with the back right wheel is bent so I gotta take it to a bosy shop. Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I will have to have an estimate done sometime soon and see just how much it'd be. I'm not too worried right at this second. It's drivable and who knows how long it had been like this. I'm just going to be extra careful going over any bumps! Also monday whent to the docs and had the glucose tolerance test done. Then thursday is my real doctors appointment. Hopefully I do well! Anyhow, I guess that's all for this post. Poofs!

Well the doctor's visit came and went. It wasn't that good. Mostly bad. I have to get my numbers up in 8wks or he'll throw me in the hospital for 2 weeks. Which would totally suck. I wouldn't be opposed to it so much if it weren't for work and the fact that I'd lose pretty much all of my vacation time for this year. I'd still have a couple of days left but ewwww. Anyway gotta take care of myself and get myself in better shape weight and lung wise. My percentiles were at 56% which is really sucky for me. Of course that could also be partially due to my lack of sleep. That and I wasn't that great in December.Before I was at 65% which is a lot better. I know I can get them back up to the 80%'s again if I put forth the effort. So that is my goal, if not that then at least in the 70's. I admit to not being very good at taking care of myself. As people who know me probably know. lol But I'm going to try and work on that and get into a routine. Once I get into it I'm usually pretty good. But it's getting to that point that is hard.

Also Saturday is overtime day. I'm not coming in at 6am like a lot of them are, I'm going to come in around noon or so. Which means an earlier bedtime for me I guess. Assuming I can sleep that early. We'll see. I never turn down extra money. lol It's always good to have just in case. Though it is sad to lose 6hrs of my saturday. But at least I will not be alone. Of course everyone else gets paid more than I do. lol Oh well, overtime is overtime, I like getting paid for that! I'll chat ya'll laters.

Well there's not too much to say right now. I'm in a bit of a funk I guess. Kinda up and down emotions from super happy to kinda down. Nothing super extreme mind you. Just a little aggrivating sometimes. I'd say it's due to some stress I have. Thursday is my doctors appointment. I hope it goes well. But we'll see.

I got a call confirming my appointment for the doctors. Which I expected but for some reason it had slipped my mind that they would call. They always do so I don't know why I never thought of it. Anyway she did happen to tell me that medicaid hasn't been covering my appointments cause it thinks I have aetna.... even though I don't. And even when I di have it, aetna wouldn't cover anything cause of the pre-existing condition crap. So either way it wouldn't have mattered and they should have paid. But of course they didn't and haven't in quite some time. Which would explain why I am still getting bills and crap. So I gotta call them tomorrow and yell at them. Hopefully not really yell. But I don't expect it to be pleasant, insurance companies don't like pleasant and neither does the government nor do they like being cooperative.

Another thing I have to probably answer within the next day or so is whether I am available this weekend for work. Now the main question is, do I want to pass up the overtime? It's supposed to be saturday 6am to 6pm. That 12hrs of overtime I could get. They are rearranging the datacenter this weekend which is a HUGE project and told our participation is optional. But still... 12hrs of overtime pay is a nice bit of money. Whether I need it or not. It'd at least pay one of my higher bills. lol Still that's a long time and 6am the day after I work the night shift until 1am. Which would mean as soon as I got home I'd probably be ready to call it a day. Hmm.. I don't know really. There may be a dnd thing this weekend I'm not sure. Of course none of it will really matter if I wind up doing poorly at the doctors. But that all depeds on my doctor as well. Sometimes he's in more lenient moods. Oh well, we'll see. For now I think I'm gonna lay down. My head is starting to hurt. Night all.

Happy New Year/New Year's eve! :3 I'll post something about this year later I think. For now, I should sleep. Night all.

Well I figure I can update, if at least shortly.

1. Newer airliners somehow managed to take any tiny bit of space one once had and make it an even smaller amount. It's rather sad actually. You shouldn't be forced to be THAT close quartered to people you don't know. I'm amazed they managed to make the arm rests even SLIMMER than what they used to be. OMG

2. There was a woman at the airport that didn't like me because I was joking over the phone with mother about the way the announcer was saying things over the intercom. I heard the lady over the intercom as for passengers to start boarding. The specific ones. In this case Babies and Mom's. I swore she said Babies in Arms. Which would make sense if a mom was carrying a baby. But anyway when I was telling mother I had never heard of a saying "babies in arms" before this other woman cut in and corrected me by telling me it was babies and moms. I imagine she was probably a teacher or something. Anyway, she had been making faces the entire time I was sitting there talking to mother. That's why I hate the waiting areas, I swear if I'm on the phone no one else is and somehow where the rest of the world has a hard time hearing me, I swear everyone in that waiting area hears me somehow. o.O

3. It was my birthday yesterday. I'm older.`Yay? I don't feel much yay.


4. Visiting dad's place right now. Going back to mom's this evening. Of course while doing all of this I'm still stressing about other things. I don't know what I'm going to do about so much crap. It's driving me crazy. Someone give me a massage D:

5. I feel guilty for not having anything for christmas for everyone up here again. I felt way more guilty when it seemed like I got a ton of gifts here at dad's. It made me blush and feel embarrassed. We were all doing presents so I wasn't being stared at thankfully. I like all the space absorbing items I will now have to find places for in my room. But.... packing is going to be.... interesting. Hmm... I have no idea. Blargh to that I say. :P

I guess that's it for now. It has been cold. I've been indoors fixing dad's computer and playing games with my youngest brother. Sometimes I wonder how we're all related. I seem so different than them here. Minus the whole liking country part. I understand that one. And yes, my dad's family are rednecks. lol Both my brothers like Nascar. And my brothers and dad like wrestling. They watched some while I was here. It's so damn awful, I wanted to cry at the blatantly horrible acting. It made me laugh and shake my head at how horrible it was. OMG

Ok that's all I have for now. I'm gonna go do whatever it is I'm doing today and continue my stressful explosion of the inside. Mmm stress goo.

Which creature of the night are you? Your Result: Werewolf   You are a vicious fighter and a vicious lover, absolutely dedicated to your pack. You are pushed to anger by disloyalty and injustice and have a tendency toward sudden, periodic bursts of wild behavior.
Demon
Sorceror
Cthulu Spawn
Ghost
Vampire
Incubus/Succubus
Which creature of the night are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Yay werewolf. Then Demon D: Though I'm sure I'd be a weird werewolf. lol

I have joined the bandwagon. Wheeee



Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at pYzam.com

So much porn :O

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In April I bought porn for wolf_ygdrassil (-10 points). In July I didn't flush (-1 points). In September I bought porn for kurokai (10 points). Last week I donated bone marrow to ipequey in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Friday I gave kemanotter a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Overall, I've been nice (349 points). For Christmas I deserve a Sony Playstation 3! Sincerely, NightFolf

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

So apparently for the month of november me an one of my coworkers were voted as employees of the month. This is what the email said about me as to why I was nominated. "Jeremiah Scott was nominated for his late night deployments and dedication to the PRC Team and the company." I like how they use "the company" it always sounds ominous to me. lol So anyway I win a parking space for a month and a half day of paid vacation I have to take before the end of December. So I guess I will aim for next week sometime. Dunno when, that'll be interesting though. I've never really considered taking a half day. It seems like such an inconvenience since I'm the night shift. Oh well. I still plan to use my half day anyway. Mmm less work. lol Guess that's all for now.

Thanks to those who answered my other post. I don't know why I was feeling mehish but it has to happen every once and a while. Even to me! lol

This past weekend I went to renfest with a bunch of people. Well Whines, Spotty, Mahadri, and Ashtaar from here. There were others at the festival but I dun know them. Some of them I was fine with not knowing. X3 I'm so judgmental sometimes. But I mustant be too much so or I would have like no friends. Went to see a few shows while there it was pretty fun. It got OMG cold at night and the ground was hard. Mahadri brought air matresses but I assumed they wouldn't fit in the tent. I'd like to note I never stopped him from trying them. I just said I didn't think they'd fit. X3

Maybe they would have but I think someone would have been stuck on the ground because it all wouldn't fit in the tent. Oh well. Live and learn I suppose. It couldn't have hurt to try. I may have also had some bias against it because I was freezing and was happy under my blankets and wouldn't wanna get out of them for a while to see if they'd fit. X3 I didn't really buy anything there except for food and a tail for Matt since he couldn't go. The places where I bought my other two tails doesn't sell tails anymore. :(

The past two weekends have been really busy so I haven't been able to get by to see Josh and Katie. I have to do that this weekend since it has been 2 weeks now. Apparently weds the power at work went out in the data center but not in other parts of the building. Apparently it was the people we contracted to do work on the electrical system that screwed it up by connecting two circuits that weren't supposed to touch. Whoops. So that cause the power to be out for 3 hours. All before I came into work I might add.

Unfortunately we apparently decided to run extension cords from all over the floor to the data center to keep the most critical systems up and running. The reason this is unfortunate is that when I got there I had to label each of them and then map out what all was connected to each. Heavy duty extension cords connected to surge protectors leading to other surge protectors and lord knows what all servers. lol Lots of fun. Luckily I'm pretty good at tracing cables since I'm all slinky. lol Also because of this they needed to schedule a time for the servers to all come down so we can switch them back to the normal power and I guess make some changes to the set up a bit. Unfortunately this is scheduled for saturday morning at 5am to 8am. Which I will have to be present for. It only kind of sucks since I get off at 1am which gives me 4 hours before having to come back. Wheee. So that will be a little annoying.

I'm going to sleep all day saturday. And then I guess go over to Josh and Katies perhaps. Also Sunday Scottie (ex step dad) is wanting to get ribs and apparently see the madagascar 2 movie. He wanted to do that this past weekend but I couldn't since I was going to be out of town. Well that and he wanted me to look at his printer. I'm not even sure what its problem is anymore. He said something once then changed it to something else now. I'll just have to see when I go over there. Oh yes speaking of working on computers. I got to de virus a computer at work. It was kind of fun. She had gotten about 75 things on her computer. Most of them were trojans and it was making her computer hate her. Not to mention the spyware that was enjoying poping up popups all the time. Mmm.. what fun. My administrator also called me for advice for his home computer that his wife uses. He referred to me as the virus expert. Though I'm honestly not clear where I would get that title from. I guess because I'm the one that has to clean these things out of peoples computers at night when they get them. But still I don't believe I'm an expert. X3 Maybe good at figuring out how to remove them. Yay for knowing multiple useful free programs!

Anyhow I guess this post is quite long enough. Heard some more from my family. And of course some things that I DON'T need to hear from my family. I prefer not hearing about my brothers family's crazy issues. X3 Anyhow I'll chat at you all later. Hope you enjoymed my silly little update! :3

Sometimes I think I want certain feelings back about some things. And then when I have them back I really don't want them. This post isn't about anything in particular other than me being in one of those thinking about stuff moods where I don't feel particularly like myself.

It's a bit annoying because I'll think about past experiences and kind of miss them. Even though there's sometimes bad ones mixed in, I wonder why that is? Nothing truly good comes from these situations but I miss them just the same. I know I'm being really vague, I'm doing that on purpose really just for the sake of not having to go into past details of stuff that happened forever ago now. It's all stuff that has been posted about before anyway.

Another thing that I've been wondering, lord knows why I've been wondering it. But I've been wondering what sort of an impact I make upon people in their lives. Is it a good or bad thing? And given the people I know and care about and whom I talk to how do they think of me? What is it that people see in me that they like so much? If anything in particular anyway. I can't really see myself from a third person point of view to see what it is about myself that others may find appealing in a friend or more. I'm not sure what got me thinking on this. I think I was just thinking of myself and wondered if I was a good person/friend or not? I mean of course I know the answer (I hope) but my brain is just nagging on it for no apparent reason and since I've been kind of meh it doesn't help my mood any.

Anyhow I suppose I should head to bed. Goodnight all!

Well, I still need to get my car inspected. I did get my cars registration done at least. Woo. Though I hate having to take that damn sticker off of the windshield. It's always such a pain in the ass. *laughs* I don't have to really worry about that until the end of this month anyway so I'll avoid it until then.

I did get my address updated for my medical insurance finally after a biiiiiiiiiiig annoying going in circles mess. And I'm quoting myself from earlier here telling a friend online what I had to do. Me: "I got my address change for my insurance. Finally. After calling one place, being told to call the other place. Calling the other place then being told to call the one place and hung up on. Calling back and being told to call another place. Calling the another place then being told to call this other other place and then finally working my way through a horrifying automated system to a real person who was finally able to change my address."

What a horrifying mess that was. Talking to the automated person was horrid. lol And there was no press 0 for an operator option. Or at least it never listed it. I thought I was going to be sent away by the last person I talked to. The most unfortunate part was that they all didn't really believe me when I said I was me.... Cause I sound like a girl over the phone... that's very frustrating honestly. I wish I wasn't such a high pitched guy. lol Oh well, can't help how I was made. The last woman -really- didn't want to believe I was who I said I was. Going through some extra security checks to make sure I was who I said I was. Just ugh.

Anyhow, at least I got that taken care of and out of the way. So I made some progress! Have my days off setup for when I go to Indiana and back again in December and such. Woo. I think that's about it for now. Busy days at work the past couple of days. It should quiet down some once again here soon. Anyhow, I'll write more in a bit. Laters all! :)

Well there isn't much to say here really. I haven't gotten much done as far as getting my oil changed or my inspection sticker fixed on my car yet. I'll probably get to those this weekend.

I still have silly tests I need to get done. I'll have to get up early maybe tomorrow or something to get some calls and appointments setup, even though I'd rather not deal with it. lol

My stuff from the ebay auction should be coming in tomorrow probably. Yay! It's in two packages. Woo! Now onto my creepy and disturbing dream.

So, I have a feeding button thing and for whatever reason my dream was like a horror story about it. XP I have no idea why, the things that happened in the dream would likely never happen. But anyway. I was in someones house visiting. I somehow managed to get my button pulled out of me. (I'm glad this was a dream. That would probably have been painful.) I replaced the button but for some reason I guess torn flesh led to more torn flesh. Honestly it wasn't very realistic. You'd imagine tons of blood, but no. It just looked like raw meat. *laughs* So anyway my stomach just sort of gradually opened up more and more until we called 911. Then it was just me holding my arms over my stomach to keep contents from falling out of my body or something. It was really really odd.

So yeah really weird dream. And a little gross. Though it wasn't bloody graphic nor painful like one would expect. It's a bit busy here as far as odds and end things to do. Installing office onto a computer right now. Wooo fun. Anyhow, just wanted to write my goofy gross dream down. Laters! :3

Well I haven't posted in a while. I know I should do it more often. Not a whole lot going on at the moment. Have a bunch of stuff I gotta pay this month. Which makes me a little sad. But I also found something on ebay that I couldn't pass up without making a bid on it.

Lord knows I don't have a big savings account or bank account but it was a pretty nice deal. Someone has a mac mini up for bid. Honestly I don't care about the mac mini so much as the stuff that comes with it. A 9x12 tablet pen and mouse as well as bluetooth keyboard, Photoshop cs2 and illustrator CS2 and other programs. Really good deal for 400 bucks. I don't expect to win since I don't wanna pay much more than that if I was to get all of that. But if I do I can sell off the stuff I dun want. lol Ah well, it may or may not have been a good idea to bid on that. We'll see how it all goes. Wheeeeee!

Happy Birthday Mahadri from me and Fyre and whiney and spotty. :) Assuming he reads this. lol

Happy Birthday Whiney!

:D

Sorry I didn't say it to you when I saw you before leaving for work. I forgot today was the 26th. lol